Saturday, 12 January 2008

Doushite?

I was in trouble
So glad to see a familiar face coming
He wanted to help
I was so happy
But suddenly...
somebody was also coming
a woman, she hold him so tight
she didn't let him help me
even when I was drowning so far
doushite no... atashi?

kanojo wa... dare desu ka?


It was a nightmare. I woke up in sudden. I just realized that my stomach was all hurt. I couldn't take it anymore. I cried, alone on my bed. The night was so quite, and I kept crying. The pain was still there, until I fell asleep after crying for... well, I don't remember how long.

It happened again, the same dream, the same scene, the same feeling. Anata wa atashi no tomodachi desu, demo doushite?


Then the dream went to another scene. My family, it was like a long journey. Exhausted, that was all I felt. I woke up many times, thinking... doushite?
until the morning came, the same question is still running in my mind.

I start to remember many things. Memory,,, I treasure it well. So glad to have many friends... so glad to have a lot of nice memories with them.
with a little regret, I whisper to my self...
after a very long time, why now?

Despite of consciousness, I feel hurt. Wakarimasen.

I think I will just cancel my trip plan to Japan.

gEEze >_<

10 comments:

^^; said...

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will meet him/her."

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."

Rachmawati said...

Talking about missing someone. Easy, if the one I miss is one of my family, or the so-called my husband. Difficult when he is still my no body. More difficult when I wonder... why him, and why now.

* sebenernya rada bingung juga, emang post Rachma kali ini ketangkepnya ngegambarin kangen ya? *

amircool said...

iya, sepertinya sedang jatuh cinta fufu...

__maaf, kalo seperti tidak empati ^^ __

Rachmawati said...

:D

- duh, Amir nih... Padahal kan lagi perlu empati, hehehe-

^^; said...

mungkin ttg kangen
atau salah komen yah :D
*postingan sebelumnya kan ada yg ttg kangen juga ada kan :P
hehe...
peace....

Rachmawati said...

Yeeee :P

Justru setelah baca komen tuh jadi mikir. Emang Rachma gi kangen gitu? Terus kelibtas ...mungkin iya...emang lagi kangen semua. Apapun dikangenin, biar ada kerjaan...hueheheheh :D
Tapi kalo baca komen Amir...
weleh, jadi mikir berkali-kali :$

-akhirnya sang smiley muncul juga di blog-

amircool said...

kenapa harus dipikirin berkali-kali, bukannya tinggal ditindak lanjuti saja ya? hehe

Rachmawati said...

Amir provokatif nih... :P

ganDA RAHman garNADI said...

amir sebenernya memprovokasi diri sendiri, ma...
hehe... omedetou... sono shikou wa ii dayo!! jishu jyanai!!!

Rachmawati said...

Hehehe. Wakarimashita.

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