I often wonder why a man, a random one, is so boosted up to chase some women in the same time, gambling with whom he will end up. Is that natural character? I mean ... is that really the universe's rule? On the other side, I also wonder ... could it be that a woman, a random one, might accidentally spread the pink lense effect? Or more specific, do I also unconciously create pink lense effect to people? Because if that's true, then I am really in a big trouble, need to think how I should responsible of that case. Or is it also one of the universe's rule? In the meaning that it's not my fault if somebody is affected by the pink lense effect... so I can just treat those phenomena lightly? Is that really okay to be that carefree?
One day, one of my friend said that the important thing is ... when someone is in the process to get to know each other with his/her future mate, the process is in a good and nice term. Sure I agreed with that premise, but then I wonder... isn't it called bad process when a person has bad term with another people, and only care about the good term with his/her mate. Don't you think so? And still... this universe is not a place to apply ideal thoughts. Only a few people determine to do that. Only a few.
Just once in a while, random thoughts are coming to my peaceful mind. To just wonder... can I really get married with just anybody with the determination to learn to love him right? Still I can't imagine that, still I can't do that. I still believe, a man is a human who is supposed to be respected and honored honestly, to the point that when I acknowledge him,,, when I say the "yes" word, I do it with all my heart. It's not that I want to get married, but ... I want to marry somebody. And the man cannot be a random one. Cannot. And yes, I understand... every couple has their own timeline, the perfectly designed one.
Only a few people dare to live in it
Are we part of those people?